Another day

Yesterday was good and I got a lot done and enjoyed it.  I was encouraged.  Last night was not so good.  I was afraid my BP was going up when I tried to sleep.  I got up-took it and it was a little high,  I stayed up about an hour and took is off and on till it did go back within the target.  But it made me nervous and I slept fitfully. This morning it is still within normal range but..   I feel wiped out.  It makes me want to stay home.  I want to go but am afraid to go to the Beach. What is best for me is enough to drive my BP up.  What to do?  I have prayed and prayed for an answer.  But my mind just can't stay made up to go.What to do?

I guess I am not very cheerful this morning so I will bow out now and work on my attitude.

Betty Boop